Black and Happy

MOVING

2007-10-18T09:29:00.001+08:00

I HAVE MOVE TO

www.zactheman.wordpress.com

ho ho ho!

link me!

Gossip

2007-10-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

i find it kind of funny...when someone told me some "gossip"
its not really gossip lar..but im happy now...
the news kind of brighten up my day!

And...sophia chen is evil lor..
she commented i had a agenda ..or rather "ploy" . .to email everyone to ask
for contact...

Alamak! u are wrong lor..Hee... MEOW!

@flu almost recovered...need to jog more

Updated status

2007-10-14T12:54:00.001+08:00

initially, i was deciding whether to totally start a new blog entry at blogdrive or wordpress.

wordpress was on the top of my mind, i was thinking (unrealistically of cse..) that wat if my blog became world wide one day..and my fans from china cannot view my blog! thats why i need to use wordpres ...
(some parts of china cannot view blogspot and blogdrive stuff...)

in the end..i juz think its too 麻烦 to completely start a new blog with all the design and layouts.
i juz stick to this originial blackandhappy blog ba..

i have make a few changes to the content of my blog, my hobbies and stuff...
most significantly i migrated all the "boy" word to "man" ..hee..
zac the man mah..

also..i took away rainie yang chen lin from my list of ppl which i loves...
its time to be truthful liao lor..i dun love her anymore.

updated my frens link too...

Back to blogging

2007-10-14T12:48:00.000+08:00

I decided to resume blogging. Much to the dismay of myself. (i used to feel that…really got so much time to write abt ur life online meh?!! so无聊ar? )

Blogging do has its advantages . . .other than letting ppl know wat i want for my birthday ;), , it does help in a weird way to keep in contact with my friends, my loved ones, which includes: . . . .

shuhui, sophia, gladys, judith, alvin,SC, . .will get wat i mean. *drop me a note, when u viewed this entry.

overall, i wil pretty much blog abt my loving mum (aka 太后) ..pictures of the food which i have cooked! (definitely yummy one.) , things which affect my mood, book reviews (yes! im a self-declared bookworm!), share with u all some “success principles” . .

nah, dun think i will blog abt my daily stuff, it will be so boring.

@im quite down with a flu . .have been ahhhhhhhh chewing! .. God bless me!

24 interesting things abt me

2006-09-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

recently i kena tagged by my dearest sis Sophie..to write 24 interesting things abt myself

Here it is..

1) 24 is my lucky number....i was born on that day, i will use that for my jersey...pin number? hur hur..

2) i was born a left hander..my mum converted me!

3) i know speed reading - i can read an A4 article in less than 30 seconds..

4)Lance armstrong is my "Ou Xiang" I believe he is the greatest sportsmen ever lived! He is a father, husband, son, a cyclist, a sportsmen and a survivor.

5)LIVE STRONG - My motto in life. I always wear this wrist band on my hand. I ordered 10 onlines from America and i give to ppl who are impt in my life.

6) I am a bookworm. Luckily, i no need wear glasses! Heng ar!

7)There is only me and my dearest mummy in my family.

8)I luv chickens.(i mean i luv to eat chicken lar! wat were u thinking!) My mum sometimes call me a muslim..since i refuse to eat pork sometimes! ha ha

9)I luv mickey mouse. NO. thats not gay. but i dun dare to wear mickey mouse t shirt leh..only got a cap..

10)Avril Lavigne loves me. :) I got 3 posters of her...

11)Maybe that explains why i like punk girls with piercing and tattoos....

12)I know boxing. I used to train twice a week. But guess im juz too lazy...

13) i like to wear caps...esp when i cannot wake up on time to dry my hair in the morning.i got 830am lesson from mon to wed...

14)I have a doll. V0odoo doll. Be careful.

15)I believe in those fairy tale, happily ever after luv stories. and i hope it happens ON me.

16)I believe in taking actions.

17) im allergic to negative ppl..

18)I want to go Nepal. think im influenced my sophia liao lar...

19)Integrity is impt to me. I will not do things against my conscious.
Dun ever question my character.

20)I dun normally swear or curse. So if i spit vulgarities at u. I MEAN TO INSULT YOU.

21)I can cook.
I cook.
I can cook well.
I can cook almost everything.
I can bake too.

22)i need only 5 hours of sleep a day.

23)black and white is my favourite colour.

24)Im really blur and clumsy. alamak!

SC, kailing! i tagged u all! which means u have to write "24 interesting things abt me" do it lar..

and to this fren of mine who is real special to me : im really glad u found someone so nice and someone u luv so much. u have my blessings.. :)

blog

2006-09-08T13:12:00.000+08:00

my frens ask me how come i have not been blogging for quite a while..
i need to study hor! ke ke..
MAE is tough and interesting...

the main reason for this blog entry is to encourage a few of my frens.

zach to ZL
ya..i know..when everything piles up..its can be quite sucky! but well, juz try our best and tackle the projects one at a time..
u can do it de.. i have faith in u..
and hor...where is the fun and cheerful ZL i used to know? :)
so fast u going to graduate soon liao..

zach to Sophia
addess pls? :)
i do agree sometimes we need to "escape" to a secret place and recharge...
LIfe is a journey..we need our resting points too.
When u are feeling down...juz know that things will turn out fine in the end. YOu need to have faith and be positive.
i promise to write a long entry for the 24 interesting thingy during my one week recess..
pls wait..

zach to all my slackers frens
to those who come sch for the sake of coming..
Er...when u come to sch..juz give ur best to study. sounds confusing sia..
you all only live once leh..dun waste it..

zach to Simone who kena knocked by bulldozer..
Ho ho...be careful lar.. dun always kena injured by other players. You should INJURE them instead! *evil grins..

zach to zach
life can be sucky..but u been thru all..
there is nothing stopping u but urself..

Life is strange

2006-08-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

Life is strange..and funny... and WEIRD..

all along, i have been against skipping classes, NOW.. i skip sch like no body business..

also, its weird that when im feeling so down..i got a msg from u. its an encouragement for me.

i used to complain that i have too much time.. NOW.. im always rushing for time.
you will normally see me "fly" in sch... Ho hoho..

i thought i wont be hurt and sad..but weird to say..im juz disappointed.
i really thought we could be good frens.
i shall not think so much...shall juz concentrate on studies ba...

my timetable is more or less settled liao....
OVerall,, my day gets slacker as the week progress...
Fri no sch?!! ai ya..i wont go for the 1 hour lecture at 830 one..
tue is a long continuous day..830 to 1630..
im quite lucky that i got foresenic sci in the end..
now 23 AU...i shall try my best to cope!

year 2 mae is definitely tougher..all the modules need a lot of understand and reading..
i muz really buck up liao..

alamak..i kena tagged to write 24 interesting stuff abt myself..shall do that in my new entry...

wondering how is Sophie trip to nepal? got buy souvenir for ur di? Hee... :)
muz take care...

tired

2006-07-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

this few days..i had pizza, mee goreng..and some other nasty food
ha ha
sinful.

i feel like going to sentosa tmr..
jog one round.

i watched pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest TWICE..
(sophie also go cine watch rite? wat movie?)
now hoping to catch Hard Candy. Erm... not RA show hor!
the slogan is Stranges should always be careful of little girls!
role reversal. i like.

also ar..i bought a puma ruggard looking canvas sling bag. dun think anyone
will find it nice but me. Ho hoho!

mum not working soon. sian sia. no doubt will be facing some financial problems.
but well, she deserve to rest at home. she is really working for "blood" money...

i have gone thru so much in my life for a 22. im strong enough for things coming up.
fucking shit.
zach is back.

my motto now is
"Be stronger and better everyday."

2006-07-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

juz some random pic of my room..
Ho hoho..

I luv my room.
I luv my house.
I luv my mum.
:)

i was quite inspired by Lance Armstrong recently.
i muz learn from him.. Live Strong.

Sch starting soon. zach is back.

raining

2006-07-19T15:50:00.000+08:00

i hate rainy days.

i found my ideal sling bag. the brand is EASTPAK.

cant wait for this sat..

all time low

2006-07-16T01:24:00.001+08:00

im afraid to say that my life has reached an all time low..

it seems that things im afraid of ..is coming back to me now. im scared in a weird way. im disappointed with myself too.

its juz sad to handle all these alone.
sometimes i cant take it.

when u have reached so low...the next thing u can do.. is to climb all the way back.

its true.

2006-07-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

i cant understand why.....

maybe im juz the only stupid one ..

"I'm weak it's true cause I'm afraid to know the answer do you want me too?cause my heart keeps falling faster..."

"I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true so I will not hide its time to try anything to be with you all my life I've waited this is true.."

wha ha ha ha...

Puma got a range of clothing/accessories called 96 hours, damn nice.

Sch starting soon..it will be a tough sem for me.

Estimated 23 Au,
24hours a day,
6hours of sleep,
1hour of exercise...
96hours of crap! lol

*dunno if u are reading this, i really do care abt u. . and i mizz u.

The feelings will never be the same again

2006-06-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

red hair punk girls rock!

ENOUGH OF BLOGGING.

i think suan le ba. sometime i irriates myself.
is it juz only up to me?

The feelings will never be the same again.

wont be blogging for the time being...

what i need

2006-06-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

i juz updated my wish list aka "what i need"
he he..
juz stuff which can be bought with money ba..

right now..juz super gian to buy mp3 player..
creative ones looks not bad..

see this one..ZEN V

very cool..like a small toy...its smaller than my palm.

the ZEN v plus can view photos and video also...but stupid lar..so small..can watch wat?!

in short, this player only looks good. not practical leh..not my style..

ideally,, i juz want something can play music and radio...at least 2GB. :)

i hate being fat

2006-06-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

kfc + soccer on tv = shiok!
wha ha ah...the Germany vs Ecuador match was exciting!
cant believe i eat fast food....

arghhh. i muz control. NO more fastfood.
(and why do they have to open Long John Silver at hougang mall? so tempting!)

the 7pm channel 8 serial drama is good. the small little girl (dou dou) can really act sia.
got one part talks abt losing something...than will make u appreicate things in life.
i can really feel this man.

I'm not quite sure where to begin;
I know this past week has been a mess, both our faults, I'm not just directing that to you.
I have had ten million things run through my mind the past few days..arghhh

For one, I do cherish your friendship.

i know i have been asking stupid qn.
come to think of it now, i realised those are really lousy stupid questions!
it doesnt really matter wat i say,,,or wat u say..or whether i say i wait or i say i dun wait..
its juz too messy and confusing ba..

strange to say this - im kind of glad that we have argued and made ourselves clear. thanks.

Lastly, juz feel like saying this:
No one can take your place. And listen, I'm here for you every second of my life with lots of best wishes. I would cherish the chance, no matter how small it would be.

faith

2006-06-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

sunday night.
tiring day.

Wow! i got into MAE... (quite expected also lar..)
Hope the modules will be interesting....
Im most glad that Joyce get into MAE. :)

its strange that awful things come togther..i can fall, but i ALWAYS come back stonger
.... im stonger than i thought.

recently in life...i discovered that there is a kind of feeling which is worse than disappointment + sadness + getting hurt + insulted .....

thats the feeling of knowing u are not good enough..

Damn. i hate this feeling.

time to move on and let go of the past...

2006-06-16T21:05:00.007+08:00

My msn nick now: time to move on and let go of the past...
Ha ha..same as Gladys one.. ( i copied her lar..)
Hope u are feeling better girl..

To sophy: sorry for the late parcel... :)

im not sad now. juz kind of insulted... thought we were real gd frens..
whatever lar..

Hmmm.. im still super gian to buy a male symbol necklace. but first...i have to find a nice and suitable one... im willing to spend a lot on this.. he he.

Kim suggested that i will look nice on earrings..
im quite gian to have tatoos and earrings . . ...(but i scared i kena chase out of the house by my mum...she will lor! )
Earrings maybe.. im considering leh..

Rar ..rar..
im fat..
need to exercise more.
see me come back stronger and fitter....

(arghhh..i deleted my previous post by accident... but nvm..its too negative also.. )

turn back time

2006-06-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

sunday evening.

watching a chinese movie at home..
something abt turning back time and treasuring ppl u love

the prospect of turning back time is so fascinating. and so unbelievable.

if i could turn back time, i would tell my dad that i luv him. i nv say that to him b4.
if i could turn back time, i would take care of myself and not get injured during army

BUT i cant turn back time.

the awful pain in my leg juz reminded me of lots of stuff... i have been thru my life full of disappointment and regrets.
i have been quite negative at times.

I really should change and grow. :)

NOW, im more positve liao. sometimes i think i too ultra mega positive happy go lucky! wha ha ha.

suddenly i believe so much in destiny and fate. and its scary. Ha ha.

Putting things aside,
let me quote this:
"its because i dunno wat the future will hold for us, that im willing to try and wait"

steady bo?

暧昧

2006-06-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

testing testing.
juz wondering whether my blog can post chinese character or not.

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

nice song, super meaningful lyrics..ChEers!

to top it off..let me show u some of her personal pic..he he..

strange

2006-06-08T13:17:00.000+08:00

its strange that ppl think when i ask them abt their results,
that i wanted to compare..
so what if i did well?
i ask because i care, not because i want to compare.
Y cant ppl believe that im genuinely concern abt their acadmic results..?

i think i did fairly well for this exam, better than previous sem.
i was hoping to reward myself with something..

here are something which i super gian to buy...
Ho ho..

Number 1. This ....

Live strong. This is really so damn meaningful. For those who dun get what i mean, juz go online and search under "live strong and lance armstrong"

adult refers to the size...and 10 means the quantity. i need to order at least 10 online.

Number2. Male symbol necklace. Ha ha..i simply luv all these symbolic stuff..

Number3 - sling bag

this is the limited edition crumpler bag..quite nice, though i think it doesnt really suit me..And i think its crazy that they are selling so ex for crumpler bag. its juz not worth it.

oakley bag is cool too! i like bags with lots of compartment..like going for war! ho ho!

well, the list can never end... there are juz so many things i need to buy..$$$! where are u?

its really disturbing to realise what fynn told me might be true. its scary its hurting.

its sad

sometimes i really dunno...dunno what i wanted. and i feel damn lousy.

i have to get serious abt life. my life.

exam results

2006-06-06T10:27:00.000+08:00

first of all, let my yang chen lin cheer those who are feeling down up! Ho hoho..

tue morning..

exam results were out yesterday nite..earlier than expected.
im quite happy with my results, esp that i got an A for my business law. Ho ho.

for those who did not perform up to ur expectations, muz jia you for year 2!Never give up!
Cheer up.

Ayumi and BB, my lecture kakis, hope we can be same class next sem,
coming year 2 will have new challenges,, lets all work hard together!
yeah!

now that i can consider first year in ntu has officially ended. its time for some reflection.

things i need to do

2006-06-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

its a sunday.

well, i went to popular with mum today..and realised that i should read more books..
i used to like reading so much..i was a self-proclaimed bookworm!
reading is fun, entertaining and infomative!
i mizz reading.. Ha..

wei! i wanna watch some horror, thriller kind of movie leh..like the omen..silent hill... ho ho..
steady lar..i think such movies will definitely be entertaining one sia..

camp HA

2006-06-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa as camp instructor for East view sec for past few days..

wat an interesting job :)
bad pay, good frens, nice company, wonderful learning experience.

wah! learn so much stuff the past few days.

was real glad to take my kids. . . . .grp 11 aka the pirates really rox BIG time. . .
those sec 3 students really make me laugh, learnt and enjoyed this camp

lets not call them kids. . . some of them were matured beyond their ages . .

my students were real sweet. . . . .
one of the guy offered me his cross necklace . . .and another girl invited me to her work place to eat pizza.. . Ho hoho!

din really sleep much for the past few days . . . . .less than 3 hour a day. . .now should be dead tired...but still wanna update my blog.. . . .Hee..
*Grin

small eyes beast juz wanna sleep . . . miss going town , and movies.

taking a step back

2006-05-30T21:41:00.000+08:00

i remembered a very gd fren of mine told me this..
"juz take a step back..it might be a blessing in disguise"

its really sickening that in life..u cant get what u want..
well, if life is so smooth sailing. than it will be damn boring liao..
Ho ho..

cant help but have this "im lousy" feeling back...juz disapointed.

anyway, recalling what sam told me a few month back..abt me
its kind of accurate..sigh.. i really need to reflect.

watched da vicni liao.. its not bad.. bit different from the book..but well, of course..x men is better. ..cant wait to catch scary movie 4.

i guess a break from my desire is what i needed badly.

and today i realised that there are so many things i want to do..
so many books i need to read..
so exciting...

i am mighty!

2006-05-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

din know that i was that great until today :)
http://zach.youaremighty.com/

got that from sam..

Wha ha ha ha ha ha h ............

Monday today. not much blues though.

sunday nite
watched Boston Legal on channel 5 till 1230am. No doubt it was my fav show! Juz a simple one hour show..but lots to tell on morality.

I luv CSI and Special Victim Unit too.

later going bishan watch da cinic code.i juz love watching movies.
i got the Special Illustrated Version and its beside me now. finish thru half only.
I need to be more delligent and read more books. Ho ho..

X men 3

2006-05-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

went to watch Xmen3 with mum at Plaza Sing.
reach the ticket booth at ard 11am. (supposed to catch the 1130am one)

the queue was long..real long..with sch students, youngsters and families..
but guess wat? we went to the visa gold priority queue, where there are only a few ppl....
and bought the tickets!

of course, we dun have any visa gold card or wat..but juz pretend pretend..queue there.
when the aunite at the ticket counter asked us...we juz said we made a mistake..
and she let us buy the tickets normally! Ha ha... :)
Disclaimer: this wont always work hor!

X men3 was ok lar..quite expected will be this kind of comic clip movie kind of show..i would give it 3 out of 5 stars. Hugh Jackman aka Wolverine is damn cool. He can auto heal...

One interesting thing to note though..there is an extra impt scene after the credits.
The credits is ard 7 minutes long ..sian leh..

juz hinted that xavier might be alive, his mind live in another body.
Ha ha...Expected!
sure will have part 4..part 5..part 6...and so on...

And for all Hugh Jackman lovers, there will be a stand alone movie of him,juz focusing on wolverine.....
Wolverine continues his search to find out who he once was in the past he can't remember
Ho ho..cant wait to catch that..

right now..juz waiting to catch scary movie 4.

First blog

2006-05-26T15:35:00.000+08:00

im sure a lot ppl will put this title of "first blog" in their first blog entry..ha ha.
this is juz so appropriate..or else put what title?

Phew, finally i finished designing my blog after some copying here and there..
pretty proud of myself of all the design..i like it because its black & white and its simple!
the song is also nice..and the lyrics is meaningful also.

after all these years, i decided to blog. main purpose is to keep in contact with my frens..let them know what happened to me recently..i will try to write all my happy thoughts in this blog..
i dun have to time to meet up with all of u...so juz read my blog! :)

this is my first entry, i shall write more. Ho ho..

exam is finally over for me. i have been to china and back. wonder how is my roomie's trip??
examinations this sem has been interesting, fun and rather productive. im juz quite concern for my elective, business law. dun let me fail ...

as for the big big china, its kind of dirty, huge, empty( a lot of unoccupied land), simple,
ppl in different provinces speak different slangs, and i dun get it..why cant they talk pu tong hua like us!
most impt of all...things are cheap! the super ultra big pao cost only 40cents sing, and i bought a plain black addidas jacket for 10sing dollar. Good catch!
did i mention that the food there is damn salty....NKF needs u!

Here are some pics from my china trip...

the old buildings..

the streets..

inside a house...

along the streets.....

cute boy along the street..

night life...

now that its holiday now..i shall make good use of this free time. i need to tidy up my room, clean the whole house also. most impt, i muz use this holiday to lose weight.

i think i have written quite a lot for this first entry liao..

and ..i dun think i have small eyes leh.. Ho ho..